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Friday, May 25, 2007

Be warned, this is not whining about my personal life, but rather a political rant (which to most people is worse). 

Throughout most of my life, I did not think that it would be possible for Republicans to field a candidate who could makeSen. Hillary Clinton look principled.  With all of her carefully crafted answers fit to please the widest audience of her party while appealing to enough independents certainly comes off as stilted, she at least deserves credit for generally maintaining her positions throughout most of her political (and non-political) career.  Moreover, when here positions have changed, they have evolved in light of information and/or circumstances.  Even though her positions seem far too "positioned", there is at least the nobility of continuity of those positions, allowing at least a modicum of principle to be imagined.

Not even this could be said of Gov. Mitt Romney.  He of course had his major conversion on abortion rights to the anti-abortion side sometime after he was elected Governor and before he decided to run for President.  Nothing new under the sun here: such conversions to the various ends of the spectrum are the norm for candidates for the presidential or vice-presidential nominations in either party, regardless of their disingenuousness.  In most cases, it doesn't really matter, as there is little actual policy implemented on the abortion issue by any public figure outside of the courts.  I am more trusting of his approach to gay rights, as he says that he strictly opposes gay marriage (thus not elminating past defense of gay rights, in the sense of non-discrimination in the workforce, at school, etc.). 

His most damning policy change came this last week, shortly after the announcment of compromise legislation on immigration reform.  The reform had the backing of a wide group of Senate Democrats and Republicans, as well as the Administration.  The bill is far more penalizing than the bill which passed the Senate last year, increasing in scope and magnitude the idiotic provisions which that "liberal" bill retained.  For instance, a $2000 fine which most Americans cannot afford was increased to $5000 for every head of household who has entered the country illegally.  Moreover, the guest worker program of the current bill (let alone the fact that we shouldn't have a guest worker program, but should simply allow far more people to enter the country legally) requires that those who enter the country on such a program should leave the country, with no path to citizenship (one can only assume that the lack of a path to citizenship is to create more illegal immigrants in the country so that we can have an issue for the nativists to rant about).  Romney supported the reform bill of 2006, while opposing the current bill   I will admit, the current bill does make one long for the former bill.  Nevertheless, Romney's ciriticism of the current bill amounts to the meaningless puerile statement that he "opposes amnesty" and thus is an opponent of the current bill.

I will admit that it is not to be unexpected that politicians will change their positions, as Romney's opponent for the presidential race Sen. John McCain put it, "in even years" (i.e. election years).  However, to have such a reversal of positions on an issue which affects so many people within our country purely for the sake of winning the support of the party base (perhaps better described as that which is most base of the party) in a move which could crush the hopes and dreams of millions within our country and millions who yearn for the shining city on the hill of which President Reagan spoke so eloquently is not merely unconcionable, but despicable. 

The recovering Marxist Christopher Hitchens once wrote that, on the eve of the election of Margaret Thatcher's Conservative victory in the UK, he could not bring himself to vote for Labor.  He knew that, ideologically, he was averse to voting Conservative.  Nevertheless, he could not in good conscience vote for Labor.  Some two decades later, he was able to admit that his abstention was revelation both of his tacit approval of the transition to Conservative rule and admission of his abandonment of ideology.

 I have, for as long as I can recall, been drawn to the conservative wing of American politics and to the Republican party.  I have not always agreed with the positions of the party, but I have been in closer agreement on those issues which I consider most important with the avowed position of the Republican party.  Namely, I favor localized over national handling of most issues.  This is not only practical, but the form envisioned by our Constitution.  I have favored a government which does not spend beyond its means that it might be able to afford what its country needs.  I believe in a country which is more than land, but an idea: a country centered on the idea that all persons are endowed with the rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, and that our country is a beacon of hope to all of those who would seek to have these rights recognized.  The party has abandoned limited government and fiscal restraint in practice, and it appears to be abandoning the great hope and promise of America to the world. 

I had always imagined that Lady Liberty looked out upon the ocean as a beacon for all who sought, as Toqueville described the nation, "the last best hope".  She proclaims "give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore, send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me.  I lift my lamp beside the golden door."  Our nation closed the golden door to any number of people over the last century or so, particularly by means of a quota system, and by severely limiting the number of people who may enter the country legally versus the number of jobs available.  Nevertheless, the most determined of the world's homeless, tempest-tossed refuse have broken through the gate embracing the Liberty the nation has sought to deny her.  Romney apparently once saw that we should join with Liberty herself in welcoming people to our country, and allowing those among us to share in our dreams, and even pay taxes. 

I have lately imagined a presidential debate between Gov. Romney and Sen. Clinton.  One would see a now familiar face of a "Massachusetts flip-flopper" in the debate, though he is now a Republican rather than a Democrat.  However, I cannot help but envision the senator saying "that's my position, and I'm glad that the Governor agreed with me until he decided to run for president."  Part of me, sadly, relishes this thought.  But the more positive side of me simply hopes that Romney will not be the Republican nominee.


Saturday, May 19, 2007

I lay upon a couch with a kitten sleeping upon my shoulder and another sleeping on the top of the couch overlooking me.  I realize that life is good. 

Life has been a mixed bag of late.  It has not gone well for my sister, who is currently going through a divorce.  I was living with her until things went bad.  Thereafter, I quickly moved in with my brother.  I don't think he likes all of my habits, but he appears to enjoy my company, and I his.  He likes my cooking, and the only rent he charges is my helping him around the house (which usually involves my climbing on the roof, since "I'm the skinny one").   He has taken to dubbing my kittens, Gabrielle, and Persephone, as Shithead and Pisshead, respectively.  Gabrielle has black/brown markings on white and Persephone has a yellow or cream on white.  Hence their affectionate nicknames. 

Speaking of which, my kittens were born on March 25.  Being the Solemnity of the Annunciation, I chose one to be named either Gabriel or Gabrielle.  As it turns out, I named the proper cat, as she likes to make announcements, either vocally or by actions.  Perseophone, on the other hand, has a tendency to disappear.  She is named due to the proximity of her birth the the Equinox. 

I have viewed a number of movies lately, as part of my perks of working at Blockbuster.  Most recently I have watched Venus, in which Peter O'Toole plays an old actor who is a dirty old man trying to find decent acting roles.  That is to say, Peter O'Toole plays himself.  However, the movie is incredibly sweet, while also being very angering and not a little heartbreaking. 

The Fountain was also worth the wait.  It's great when you can watch a movie where there is a symbol in every scene, and where even some scenes are symbols in themselves.  It may not be Citizen Kane, but at least there is a new movie out there which seeks to touch our minds, hearts and souls. 

Notes on a Scandal was also done rather well.  It's interesting to see a movie where you find a person who engages in statutory rape as a sympathetic character and not the ogre of the film.  God bless the English for being able to make a movie which is so literate, so human, and so cold. 

I finally got around to watching Tideland.  An excellent take on childhood and the resilience and innocence of children.  I could have done without the disclaimer at the beginning, however. 

As far as books go, I've read much Thomas Merton Lately, including New Seeds of Contemplation and The New Man.  Perhaps they deserve a separate entry.  I am currently reading Joseph Ratzinger/Benedict XVI's Jesus of Nazareth.  It is the first part of the work, and covers the period from the Baptism in the Jordan until the Transfiguration.  The foreword, a discourse on the scholarly method of studying the figure of Jesus is well worth reading on its own.  I agree with his assessment of the historical-critical method as being necessary but not sufficient for studying the Scriptures, though I certainly believe that if one is engaging in a purely historical work, it is by far the best method to use.  He does criticize many historians for building reconstructions of Jesus that reflect themselves more than the figure which they study (and he does so rightly), but the problem may not be so much with the method as that they aren't satisfied with the fact that the method doesn't provide the answers to all of their questions.  Sometimes, we need to accept a certain agnosticism about the past.  However, people in the Humanities do need to get tenure somehow. 

I've been teaching myself Greek lately.  Admittedly, I am slacking.  I will need to begin a more regimented push to assimilate the language.  I should be at least half complete with the text in two weeks.  Thus, I should have a command of at least the most essential elements of the grammar.  The book which I am using is much more accessible to the linguistically inclined.  I have a much better understanding of the Aorist tense now than I did from my previous book.  Much was explained by a simple graph of the various tenses as the applied to both time and aspect.  Suddenly, I had a conceptual concept of the difference between the Aorist and Perfect tenses that I did not previously have.  In many ways, I believe this same understanding has aided my understanding of Latin. 

There are now two kittens laying upon me.  One moved from my shoulder to my arm, and the other took her place upon my shoulder.  Life is good. 


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

The Gospel of Judas was an incredibly important discovery in many ways.  It is the first major find of Gnostic writings since the discovery of the Nag Hammadi Library, wherin four codices of material which we had never seen before was discovered.  The codex in which is contained The Gospel of Judas similarly had three other works included, with Judas being the third of the three works.  Unfortunately, there was also the Book of Allogenes which we do not have either and which constitutded the third of the four works in the codex, which has been lost due to the abuse upon the text by those who kept it after its discovery. 

There is not really any new doctrine to be found in the text of Judas itself.  It mirrors that of other Sethian Gnostic groups.  We find that human existence and our bodies are bad, that there are those who have sparks of the divine within, while others do not and thus cannot truly achieve salvation through knowledge of this state, and release to Heaven.  Nevertheless, the discovery is significant because we know most (some passages and even pages were lost due to mishandling) of what the text actually said.  Previously, we only knew what Irenaeus wrote against it in his Adversus Haereses.  Also, since the doctrine contained within is rather in keeping with that condemned by Irenaeus, we can generally date it to the second century.  This is important in learning the development of Sethian Gnostic thought, as we have a relatively sure date for this Sethian Gnostic text, versus those in the Nag Hammadi library, which we know were composed earlier in Greek (rather than in Coptic) than they are in their current versions, but we can often only guess as to their actual date of authorship. 

Even if you are not interested in the general scholarship regarding the Gnostics, I would highly recommend reading the essays concerning the history of the manuscript itself.  It is more entertaining and heartbreaking than anything to found in a Dan Brown novel or an Indiana Jones movie.  It shows the sad state of affairs in which we live where major archaeological discoveries suffer destruction due to desire for exhorbitant pay from their discoverers, and how we foolishly keep paying them these prices just so we can get the works in some form close to being intact.  It makes you want to join SAFE (Save Antiquities For Everyone), who take on the auction houses in New York and elsewhere where these items are put up for sale against all reason and morality. 

If you read the book, I hope you enjoy it.  It's a rather thin volume, but with a fair amount of information. 


Monday, March 05, 2007

I suppose it is time to give my review of Peggy Noonan's John Paul the Great.  I've long been a fan of John Paul, and I have always been impressed by Peggy Noonan when she has been interviewed on television, so I was rather looking forward to reading this book. 

The book is clearly intended as a piece of hagiography, as should be obvious from the title.  However, while the book often sings the praises of "how wonderful John Paul was," it is very much more about Noonan herself, as she saw herself in relation to John Paul II.  Indeed, there is a point where she refers to him as having been a spiritual father to her, and speaks of her many personal experiences in encountering him, either as a reporter or as a pilgrim.  She generally seems to delve greatly into her own life, taking a brief bit about the man and what he taught and using it generally to talk about herself or about things more genuinely the concern of Americans.  Many of these passages are quite beautiful, as she pours her own soul into the work.  Many are well-argued recommendations to deal with problems, and clearly state what some of the problems are and now they have arrived, and what allowed them to flourish (especially in the case of the clergy sexual abuse scandal). 

In the meantime, she also sometimes talks about John Paul II.  In the rather slim volume, she touched a few rather important points.  As a conservative author (indeed, as someone called the prose laureate of the conservative movement in the United States) she speaks at great length about John Paul II challenging Communism, and about his non-violent resistance and call for restraint in facing the tyrants.  She touches on how he was a supporter (and perhaps the primary influence behind) Paul VI's decision to write Humanae Vitae, which upheld the traditional condemnation of artificial means of contraception.  Beyond this, she shows what his thinking was in this matter, and how he arrived at this conclusion.  She never takes issue with any of his moral pronouncements, though she does take issue with his lack of administrative oversight (much of which she believes led to the sex abuse scandal).  She also touches on the depth of his prayer, and how he would forget that people were sitting next to him for a great length of time, as well as his great Marian devotion, and about the loss of his family at an early age.  However, as an editorialist, perhaps, she feels the need to throw in pieces of Malachy's prophesy. 

Generally, the book is a fast, and very touching, read.  The facts are rather accurate.  If one is looking for a biography of John Paul II, they might be looking in the wrong place.  However, if one is looking for a moving piece of literature, and about an author's spiritual journey that is written in delicious prose with the backdrop of the life and ministry of John Paul II, then this is a quite good book.  I must say that I enjoyed reading it. 


Saturday, February 24, 2007

Long has it been since I have posted herein.  I spoke recently to a friend that I would begin reposting here, and have proceeded to procrastinate.  Such procrastination is at this moment vitiated. 

i bring the great news of a great joy.  I live with my sister for the first time in my life.  We live also with her husband and daughter, and occasionally his son, who is here for the weekend.  I have thoroughly enjoyed living with them, and Isabella brings great joy to me as she learns new things every day.  She reminds me that the mundane is magical. 

I have recently acquired a new car, the gift from my parents for graduation.  I graduated last year, but it is not really late.  Rather it is early, because I was supposed to get the car sometime in the Summer.  Due to the loss of my old car to the vile guard rail on a snowy winter's eve, it was necessary to get one sooner.  Now all I need is to get a job and resolve the apartment situation. 

My job search is so far not very fruitful.  In the next hours I will adjust my resume according to new information that should be present upon it.  I will then proceed, either tonight or tomorrow, to apply to as many Tulsa call centers and other potential employers online that I can.  The fruits of this should be apparent by early morning on Monday. 

While being jobless and carless and essentially being a babysitter, I was also able to read a number of books.  I have finished The Spirit of the Liturgy by Joseph Ratzinger (now more commonly known as Benedict XVI), which I began a few years ago and then didn't pick up again.  I also read  John Paul the Great by Peggy Noonan, once a speechwriter for Ronald Reagan, and often called the prose laureate of the American Right (and certainly far more deserving of the title than the low humor of Rush Limbaugh or Ann Coulter).  The recently published Gospel of Judas rounds out my reading.  There isn't much new in the text as far as Sethian Gnostic teachings go, but it is worth getting the book to learn about the torrid history of the manuscript (the actual text is only about a quarter of the volume, with much of the rest being commentary and background). 

On a recent trip to a nearby used bookstore, I also acqured Dubliners by James Joyce, On the Road by Jack Kerouac, and The Phenomenon of Man by Teilhard de Chardin.  I was shocked to find such a good Classic Literature section at a bookstore in a town like Sand Springs.  I was equally amazed to find a work by Teilhard de Chardin, particularly as he believes in the reality of evolution (indeed weaving it into his philosophical ideas, as his work is rather a synthesis of knowledge), in the Religion section of the bookstore (Darwin, however, was in Anthropology rather than in a Science section, so there might have been an error on the part of the owner).  I hope to bring reviews of these works as well as those listed above in future postings. 

With the recent arrival of Lent, I have taken on the practice of praying the Rosary daily.  I have never been much engaged in this prayer in my life.  Much of this is due to the fact that I did not pray it as I ought to have prayed it.  The verbal prayers of the Rosary are a mantra, and as such, they are aids to meditation, essentially being aids to the meditative prayer.  In accordance with the suggestions made by John Paul II in Rosarium Virginis Mariae, the Apostolic Letter he wrote toward the end of his Pontificate seeking to redevelop devotion to the Rosary, I use relevant readings from Scripture after a brief moment of silence following the announcement of each mystery.  I also use his suggestion of adding the new five Luminous Mysteries for meditation (the Baptism of the Lord, Wedding at Cana, Proclamation of the Kingdom, Transfiguration, and Eucharist).  However, his suggestions for rearranging the days for the celebration are not sufficient for me.  The original pattern was that the Joyful Mysteries would be meditated upon on Mondays and Thursdays, the Sorrowful on Tuesdays and Fridays, and the Glorious on Wednesdays and Saturdays, with Sundays varying depending upon the season.  He suggested to move the meditation of the Glorious Mysteries to Sundays, leaving Thursdays (the day of the giving of the Eucharist) to the Luminous Mysteries.  However, Wednesdays have traditionally been a day of fast in Christianity, so I have sought to move Sorrowful Mysteries to this day, and the Glorious Mysteries to Tuesday, as a further amendment to the traditional pattern. 

I have found that I enjoy being a mere ten miles from a Cathedral.  The Tulsa Cathedral of the Holy Family is particularly beautiful.  The Bishop is celebrating tomorrow, and I look forward to attending.  Depending on what my new job is, it would be interesting to attend the celebration of the Easter Triduum in such a setting.  It is also nice that they provide a Daily Mass at numerous times of the day: 7:00, 12:00, and 5:00 Tuesday through Friday, as well as 12:00 on Monday and 8:00 on Saturday.  Hopefully my job will allow me to attend to a daily mass as well. 

Near the Cathedral is Cherry Street (also known as 15th Street).  There are numerous bars on this street which I have yet to attend, and many of them look promising.  Usually, I can pry my sister out once a week if someone is able to watch the baby.  Kevin is usually unable to do so, due to his work schedule, and is only awake while he is home for a few hours. 

I have reentered my keeping of the Liturgy of the Hours.  I have found that it can bring enormous peace to one's day.  As Lent has begun, the Scripture readings for Matins (otherwise known as the Office of Readings) come from the books of Moses, particularly from Exodus. 

This should conclude my ramblings for now.  I hope to post more in the future.  Stay tuned. 



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